warning:: lame post.

right now i am.....

watching: nothing.  i know, i can't believe it either.  just know that friends reruns will reconvene as soon as this earth shattering post is finished.

drinking: nothing.  do you dare to wonder how much sweet tea i drank today?  too much.  yes.  i'm suppose to be NOT drinking it but i am anyway....such a rebel.

wearing:  my black jersey knit skirt from old navy with my gray "Athens, I love you" t-shirt.  

eating:  nothing at the moment because I'm stuffed full of chinese food that I ate tonight with Lydia.  That's what we do when the boys go on a "man date."  They're fishing if you're wondering.

listening to:  nothing but the sound of my ceiling fan swooshing.  silence is golden. 

avoiding: folding the three loads of laundry that surround me on my bed.  this time i'm actually going to fold it and not throw every last bit of it back in the basket on my floor, like i did last time.

wishing:  i could click my heels together and be moved into our new house already. this girl is OVER the waiting.

feeling:   READY...to move...to be out of pain...to meet with the surgeon...to finish this school year.  and on and on and on.

missing:  my boys being little.  

thankful:  our school year is almost over.  honestly, we've got the worse case of spring fever EVER.  maybe it's the new house and knowing that we're moving soon.  maybe the year of pain has taken it's final toll on me. whatever it is....put a fork in me.  i feel done. {and so do my kids}.

craving:  who should be craving anything after all the chinese food i ate earlier?  but, have no fear. i'm craving pistachios.

wondering:  when i'm gonna get my mo-jo back.  dishes in the sink...laundry undone.  beds unmade.  piles of papers on the countertop.  dolls and legos and books and shoes and socks are strode all over this house, and none of it bothers me enough to do anything about it.  would the real tara please show her face?

praying:  for open and closed doors when i see the surgeon on tuesday.  i seriously don't want options.  i just want them to tell me what i need to do.  

needing:  to pack this house up.  we move in three weeks, and i haven't done the first thing and honestly can't imagine starting.  like i said, i need that mo-jo back pronto.

{thankful for}

333. a haircut.

334. girl's night with lydia.

335. antique stores with Andy.

336. the mama bird and her babies in our garage.